IT”S HERE!

the best mother.....not exactly the closest pair of mother and daughter, BUT I am really glad to have her as my mom for she allowed us the choice to take (between being Good or Bad), to learn for ourselves what life means- never having enough love from her own parents since young, my mom, is the most tenacious woman around; she shall be one of the driving forces for me to get out of bed daily to bring home a better pay, for I wish to buy her a nicer home to live in by 35 - THANK YOU MOM! Thank you that you dun mind me being single for e rest of my life! Argh...Ha:)
Finally, 13 02 10 is here.
It is Chinese New Year’s eve, and my 31st Birthday!
13 02 1999 was my first birthday with HIM. I was 21 then.
13 02 2010 is my 10th birthday with HIM. I am now 31.
31.
What should a 31 be do-ing?
At 21, I was idealistic and sworn to myself that I would pursue a life that is ‘more than this provincial life’
(Belle- Beauty & the Beast – Heronines, Adventures, Save the world-)
At 31 now, weathered through gains and losses in friendships, family kinships, loved ones, money, health, and ‘Youth’
I am unsure what these next 10 years down the road encompasses
But I am very certain that I will still be using every birthday and Chinese New Year to miss some friends who have left an imprint in my heart
Unknowingly, I have spent 3 Chinese New Years, and last 3 birthdays to miss 3d-sense and her team at the Changi Airport.
2008, I sat at Terminal 3.
2009, I sat at the same seat at Terminal 3.
and 2010, I stood at a different location, praying for her.
While the future lies somewhat fearful for me, at this stage in life and career especially, I am certain that God will continue to use my memories with 3dsense to bring me out of every shadow of fear.
For every weekend spent with Jesus at the airport had been fruitful and meaningful; as I see how every little prayer for her seem to come true. My heart ached along when she had to move constantly, and it was during these 2 years that I truly understood the meaning of ’sacrificing for a passion and dream’
this lives on in her founders
and today is the first day of CNY
as my bro drove past NTU to and fro JB to grandma’s place; I can’t help but think about Sen and his wife, Justin and his brother
and 3dsense and her team
*Dear Bro, I miss you a lot on CNY; for I still never had the chance to pay you and SY a visit personally, at your new house. You spoke of your concerns about setting up a new home then, and I prayed for you hard too. I’m happy to see you and the school continuing to perservere and even building up another sister school.
Unknown to you, this process of the school’s growth these 3 years taught me that dreams really do come true; if you believe in it all the way, and be remembered of the part about enduring sacrifices along the way.
Though I was not around to understand your challenges, somehow, I could imagine the long hours of building the new website that caused strains in your eyesight in front of the computer,
and this makes me even wana continue fighting behind you, for the rest of my life.
Sometimes, I envy you for you really really have a great team.
And I do wish to tell you that in my last 3 years of being out on my own; different angels have come in, and also taught me many new things, and deepen my learning curve in work, and in life.
Firmly, every struggle which you, and justin have gone through before are now personable to me too; for I gone through every bit of these in 08- 09’s work situations.
I hope that one day, before God calls
I can simply pay you a visit, with a pot of tea, to thank you
Thank you,
for being a dearly-missed brother who have changed part of my life
I miss you, every of my birthday too,
and I wish to dedicate one wish to you this year
that both your efforts for this little school will advance to have her own campus; and a brand that speaks for herself so clear, so refined, so meaningful
for you told me once how you felt this is part of changing the world too
a media school, that seeks to change the world
Yeah.
I wish you all the best for the new year ahead*
Don’t ask me why
I just keep missing my ex bosses a lot a lot
for
they mean so much to me
like a family
and I just wana support them with the same tenacious spirit that Justin spoke so much of
Tenacity.
I believe God (and Disney magic) will lead me to an organisation with a mission, and a role which only I can do a great job in.
Not wanting to place my security in any tangible object but only God (and Disney magic) now, I will start all over again; and continue to find her, him and it.
And I will find it one day.
*For I have learnt to be contented in any and every situation, be it poor or rich; for God alone is enough*
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